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Red Cat | She/Her & They/Them | Between 20 and 25
About me
I'm but a humble fandom obsessed procrastinator, and I adore watching, reading and supporting the fantastic work of so many fandoms.
Music is my preferred language but I will make due with words.
Currently studying Multimedia-design. And I'm always willing to learn new things.
Hobby Artist
I absolutely adore painting. Listening to music or painting are some of the most relaxing times in my day.
My style is mostly silhuets.
Life happened, as it does for many, and I sadly haven't made anything new for a good two years.
Zines
I am new to zines, moderating them not new to buying them, but so far I finde it very enjoyable and fulfiling. I hope have the opportunity to work with more project in the future.
Poetry
Sometimes I write songs and a bit of poetry. Here are a couple examples of my writing.
Art
Do not copy or use my art anywhere. I do not give permission for my paintings to be used.
Zine projects
Art Moderater
In early June 2021 I was accepted as one of two art mods for the zine Radiance: A MXTX Fan Anthology
Carrd here
Twitter hereMy, and the other mod's, responsibility was here the following:
- Decide on artist/merch app guidelines
- Judge the received apps and decide on who to accept as print, page or merch artist
- Review pitches
- Conduct check-ins durring creation period, and provide help and constructive feedback
- Approve the finale productI also made about 12 (Butterflies, Bamboo and Bunnies) small headers to be used above story titles. And help with some organisation when needed.It's scheduled printing is February - March 2022.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
In late February I became an art moderator for the zine
Icy Resurrection: A Qiqi Zine
Carrd here
Twitter hereSome of my responsibility's was here the following:
- Judge the received apps and decide on who to accept as print, page or merch artist
- Review pitches
- Conduct check-ins durring creation period, and provide help and constructive feedback
- Approve the finale productIt's scheduled printing is February - May 2023.
Poetry
Burning Water
The world is going down
Bricks are falling around
The sun is dispersing
The water is rising over the sea
What burns what burns
The pain and the misery that’s coming your way
What burns what burns
Your house downFire is racing destroying all
Leaving ashes in the hall
It’s heating up it won’t go down
Spreading all around
What drowns what drowns
The sorrow your feeling that’s weighing you down
What drowns what drowns
Your mistakesThe clouds are coming
It’s pouring down
Volcanoes erupting
Apocalypse is now
The earth is shakingHouses in this town
People on this land
And all there is around
The Light
You don’t see a thing
You don’t see the pain
You don’t understand
What’s going on in my brainThe light was oh so bright
The light was oh so nice
Like it was waiting for me
There I felt at home
Like it was waiting for me
I was not alone…..anymoreYou only see the smile
You only hear the laughter
You only understand
What went before not after//:The light was oh so bright
The light was oh so nice
//: like it was waiting for me
There I felt at home
Like it was waiting for me
I was not alone…..anymore
Mother
When I was little and learning to walk
It was hard and I fell down a lot
But right behind me you stood like a rock
Ready to catch me and help me back upWhen I was crying and screaming just yelling a lot
You were patient and you didn’t give up
We have had our ups and we have had our downs
But never did I doubt that you would ever let me downThey say that Mother is another name for god
The faith in that one word that shows me a lightDo not copy or use my writing anywhere without my permission.